Aiden's Pouty Face

Okay so I feel awful but it is so cute. One day I was a little upset with Aiden and I kinda yelled at him a little (I know he's only a baby). Anyways so I was yelling at him when he stopped and looked at me with the cutest little pouty face. I yelled again only because it was soooo cute and he did it again but started to cry. It was sooo cute but i felt awful. He knows when he does something wrong because other times I would yell at him to show Steven but he would just look at me and smile. So one night while steven was here I was a little upset again. Of course I yelled at him and he did it. Steven ran to get the camera and got it on video. Please dont think Im a bad parent I mean maybe I am but its just so darn cute. I dont normally yelled at him I save the yelling for Gavin. He's such a good baby and cute too! We just make some pretty darn cute babies! Go ugly people hahaha!

Thursday - Playdate

If anyone wants to have some free time on thursday feel free to drop your kid off at my house. I thought it would be fun to have everyone over again. And im not really a time person so whenever u wanna or can just come on over. I am babysitting Ryan so it wont just be Gavin. Let me know if this is something u wanna be included in. I might make it an every week maybe every 2 week thing. So if anyone is interested let me know. I just feel bad for all those kids who never get to spend any time with everyone and I guess im bein the brave one. At least i will give it a try. I think they would all have fun. There are so many kids that suffer because their moms either arent the best of friends or are just a little older and I hope that me putting this out there doesnt upset anyone. I dont think that many people have a problem with me so like i said im gonna give it a try. So bring u kid and go have some free time for yourself for how ever long u want. Ive very easy so you can leave them for an hour - 4 hours. Call the ponzio house phone or leave me a comment. Thanks everyone!

Day at the Park

So yesterday we were bored and I felt bad because Gavin wanted to go to Jumping Jelly Bean but i wasnt sure if he would actually go in without a friend. Since its been cold I havent let him go outside so I felt worse. I get very guilty very easily. Anyways, so I asked him if he wanted to go to the park or just stay home and play toys. Of course we all know what his answer was..."The Park"! I also felt guilty because we havent taken Aiden to the park, like ever. Im a really bad mom about that kinda stuff. So we took Gavin and Aiden to the park to play. Gavin had a blast...so did Steven! Aiden liked the swings. After we went to Mcdonalds and Gavin had his usual fries and chocolate milk. Its almost an every day thing and he knows the store too. Every time we past a fast food place he says "French-Fries and Choc Milk. Yes. Okay!". Its so funny. He's a smart little boy. Enjoy the pics of our day at the park.

Aiden the scoocher

Aiden has learned to scootch. If thats a real word (apparently not). Anyways he has been doin pretty good on his stomach but today he was crazy awesome. i put him down to go make lunch and i put him, as u can see, on the edge my the blanket. I went back like 10 mins later and found him under the TV. it was so funny. He is a very fast learned just like his brother. Its a little scary! Hope u enjoy the pics.

WiCkEd!!!

Jill and I went to see Wicked Tuesday and it was the BEST performance i have ever seen. Elpheba was amazing! And of course Glenda was hilarious! The end was so sad and def made me cry! But seriously it was incredible. Im sure Jill was annoyed cuz I kept saying how much I loved it! Sry Jill! Here's only a couple pics that I took. I was so excited I didnt take any more pics than these. Sry. If you've seen it you know what Im talkin about and if you're going to see it you'll LOVE it, if you arent gonna see it next time it comes u totally should!!!



This is Jill and I walking out of the parking lot to The Fox.




This is us waiting for the doors to open.




Of course this is Jill and I waiting for the doors again. We waited like 50 mins and were bored.




These were our tickets.




If u can see this its the cover on the stage. I didnt know u werent supposed to take pics cuz everyone else was but this is all i got and then i got yelled at. The middle says Emerald City and theres the counties and stuff around it.

My Beautiful Car

So i finally downloaded the pictures i took from my car. If you dont remember Steven was in an accident and hit a truck from behind. It completely messed up the front hood. It was sad to see the guy take my car. Steven was laughing at me the whole time because i was so sad. Although it was a little funny that I was obsessing over a car. But Ive had that car for awhile! It was hard. So here are the 3 pics I took. Oh and also pictures I took of my very first title! Im cheesy I know

Play Date!

So Friday I had to babysit Ryan and I thought it would be fun to have some other kids over. We had Jake, Kate, Ryan, and Gavin all playing! First they played toys and went crazy with the trains and blocks, courteously give by Laura (thanks Laura. Then they hate lunch, mac and cheese with pears and of course a juice box! Then they decided to go play outside. It was raining all morning and finally stopped so i thought it would be fun. While playing outside for like 5 mins it started to sprinkle and of course no one wanted to come inside so i figured it would be ok for awhile. They had a lot of fun. Finally they agreed to come in and change. It was a blast!! We need to do it again!

Finally...

So Steven finally got a job. Its at Kroger but hey its a job. And we still havent heard anything else about the Canada thing. Im excited because not only can i have some time to myself while the boys are sleeping but we can start paying people off!!! I hate borrowing money because even if it is given to me as a gift i feel obligated to repay them. So if anyone decides to go to the Kedron Kroger look for him in dairy!!

What a neat experience!

So steven has a job offer finally!!! He had gotten it before and i was one of the jobs that we ruled out completely only because he has to go out of the state to train. But since the economy is so bad there are no jobs, which means this is pretty much our only option. The training is in Canada and its for 3 months. We arent sure if they pay for his way there and his other things to get there or if they pay him to be there. If they do then he will probably def take it but as of now its questionable. I honestly think he should. What does he have to lose. I also think it would be a great experience. And if he got paid and stuff then we would go visit him. I think it would be fun. But he isnt too much for it. So help me out people. Help me try to convince him its ok!

Momma's Little Helper

Ok so my mom was doing the laundry and Gavin ran up there to go get her. My mom comes down like 20 mins later and says u have got to see these pics. Gavin decided to help with the laundry. What a big little helper he is. Now all we need to do is make a stool tall enough to reach the soap then we're good. I wont ever have to do laundry again. And thats great because he already doesnt want us to help him with anything. I love kids. They just crack me up, they are so darn funny.

Just To Top It All Off

This has just been the greatest week and to top it off Steven lost his job. Only after 3 days they said he wasnt working up to speed. Honestly it was his first welding job and he only worked 3 days if that. I think it is ridiculous. Even the guy who was supervising his said he was getting better and doing really well. Apparently not well enough for them. I absolutely hate this. I hate this feel that i have every time something bad happens to us. I hate the realization. I honestly dont think we will ever get a break. Its like a pattern something great happens and then all the bad comes. One great thing happening with tons of bad stuff. I have no idea how people do this. If this is what the first year is like for everyone then i dont know how u get through it and if u have any advice on how to then please feel me in. Im so tired of going through all this. Im ready for it to be over!!! Enough depression, i just thought i would share my wonderful week with everyone. I think God is out to get us.

Oh and also, life just gets better, Steven and I went today to go get our tag changed on the jeep since he moved down here. Well we got there and the guy told us that it was suspended until the 18th and there was nothing we could do. So we paid the stupid fine and now we have absolutely no car to drive!!! Our only operating vehicle is illegal to drive. I cant wait to see what great things will be bestowed upon us in the day to come. lata

Kids R Crazy!

Well we made the finale decision about moving or not moving. It sucks but we arent moving. Steven's sister is going to move into it instead. Becuase we live so far and gas is so expensive we weren't able to help them everyday.Plus Steven was working. So his aunt got mad and said Jessie could take it. So i hate to say it again, and i hope my family isnt too upset, but we are NOT moving....yet.

What a great day...

Ok so today started out great. We played outside and played toys with Gavin. So Steven had to go to the store while we stayed at home. I was a little worried because it was taking a long time so i messaged him and asked where he was. Like a minute after he calls and says "I was in an accident!". i was shocked and didnt know what to say. After i got done with the shock i asked if he was ok and then what happened. He was coming home and was about to cross over the 54 74 hwy intersection and right at the green light some idiot decided to just stop.Of course this always trickles done and he was the last one.Since the roads were just paved when he slammed on the brakes he skidded straight into the truck in front of him. It completely messed up the front of my precious car. He couldnt even get out because the hood was messed up so bad that u couldnt open the door. This girl who was driving asked steven if he could just go he was like are u crazy i cant even get out of it let alone drive it. Come to find out her license has been suspended since 2006 so thats why she wanted to get out of there asap. Anyways this is def putting us in a bad situation.We has just filled the car up with gas and have no gas in the jeep. It also means that we have to get a new car. i really want a dodge journey but with our credit we cant get anything. I hate this situation. Everyone of course would tell us to not get a new car but we really need one. We were planning on getting on for christmas but we might be getting our present early. We are struggling now more than ever and then this happens. We were doing so good and everything was going so great. But honestly what can i expect we have the worst luck ever. We never get a brake. So if anyone out there would just love to co-sign a new car with us it would be great. But i really wouldnt blame u if u didnt want to. haha jk. So this is how my day went, no pretty much my lovely life!